What does lonely feel like?

It feels empty and cold. It is the burning sensation that starts in your chest and consumes your whole body. feel like nothing. Like a giant hole that will never be filled.
Lonliness is sad, it is terrifying, it is polarizing. It feeds on my pain. It feels like forever. After a while it feels normal. I want to fill it with love, with anything. no matter how temporary, no matter how fleeting. I fill my emptiness with hatred, with loss, with a numbness that makes being alone seem more inevitable each year.

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