With a pain filled snarl you ask me why, “Why do you believe in me?“
Because I’ve seen how much the path you’re on now looks so much like mine. I spent what felt like a lifetime doubting myself. I held onto my pain and anger until a series of events collided into my life and caused me to question my long-held fears, my painful beliefs. I decided to try believing in myself the way others had told me they believed in me. Trusting their view was difficult, in fact trusting in my journey was the most challenging act I ever played. I was doubtful, timid, fearful of the bright light being just another dim bulb. At times a gasping cry was all I could give. But it was a rainy season and the seed of self-love began to sprout little green shoots of hope. I felt my roots growing stronger drinking from this love I fed myself.
Day by day it grew. I believe in myself and that is why I believe in you.
I wrote this after a painful conversation with a friend I love so dearly. She broke my heart telling me secrets that I never knew she kept. I needed to let her know how much she mattered to me.
After the 17 years I decided the pain grafted to myself needed to be gently removed and replaced with love. I share my D.I.Y. Therapy posts in the hope that my journey can help others find self-love and create a life free of depression. My advice is not a cure-all. I still have moments where I slip back into feelings of depression, but now can acknowledge my emotions and their cause as a way to find my way back to peace.
Read more of my journey out of depression and into balance with my D.I.Y. Therapy posts on this blog.
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6 thoughts on “D.I.Y. Therapy: I Believe In You”
Thank you Brenda. I’m happy this resonates with you. Thank you for commenting. 🙂
This is beautiful..forgiving, releasing/letting go, moving forward and replacing with Love.. thanks so much for sharing..
I’m happy it resonated with you! Thank you for reading and commenting. 🙂
So beautiful and honest! Thank you for sharing your soul.
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“…the pain grafted to myself needed to be gently removed…”
I need a “love” button. Thank you for sharing. Words cannot express.